When my husband and I moved, I joined a Bible Study at our church.  I love my small group and the women have welcomed me with open arms.  Sadly, our study on the Master’s Life is coming to an end.  This passage was in the last devotion, the author is a young African pastor.   

 

 

I’m part of the fellowship of the unashamed. I have Holy Spirit power.  The die has been cast.  I have stepped over the line.  The decision has been made.   I’m a disciple of His.  I won’t look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still.

My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, my future is secure.  I’m finished and done with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed visions, mundane talking, cheap living, and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need preeminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity.  I don’t have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded, or rewarded.  I now live by faith, lean on His presence, walk by patience, lift by prayer, and labor by power.

My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven, my road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions are few, my Guide is reliable, my mission is clear.  I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, deluded, or delayed.  I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.

I won’t give up, shut up, let up, until I have stayed up, stored up, prayed up, paid up, and preached up for the cause of Christ.  I am a disciple of Jesus.  I must go till He comes, give till I drop, preach till all know, and work till He stops me.  And when He comes for His own, He will have no problem recognizing me —my banner will be clear.  

 

My hearts longs to be totally committed to Jesus, just like the pastor describes in this passage.  

 

I finally gave in to my husband and started a blog.  I sort of feel a little silly, or kind of like I am jumping on the band wagon, in participating in this new generation x type of therapy.  I am however hoping that this new way of journaling will help aide me in achieving a small portion of peace and serenity that I had during my pre children era.  Which wasn’t that long ago but seems like a lifetime ago.  I want this new journey to document my discoveries, my failures, and my achievements in motherhood, marriage, and life, but also provide tips to surviving the chaos the world throws our way.

What does selah mean?  The word “selah” is used frequently throughout the Psalms, and some scholars think it means ‘pause’ or ’silence’.  My desire is to start pausing and reflecting on what my current stage of life is teaching me.  Being a mother can at times bring out so much love, but at times it can bring out so much filth.  I want my kids to grow up remembering their days filled with love, not filth.  Take a selah and embark on a new journey for what life is intended to be, not what the world tells us it is.    

 

 

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